Friday, June 3, 2011

New websites for my work

To all my loyal readers:

I've started up a new blog, christinabeane.tumblr.com, which is where I'll be posting the kind of stuff I used to write about here. (Soon the address will just be christinabeane.com, but as you'll see if you click, I'm still getting that set up.)

And for my writing related to healing and yoga, go to ThisIsWheretheHealingBegins!

I'm not deactivating this blog--not many people know about it and so maybe in the future I'll post secrets here--but for the most part, though Blogger has served me well, my internet presence has shifted to Tumblr and Wordpress.

Thanks for reading my words and I hope you'll find me at my other online outlets!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

On the excellence of air conditioners

I am in awe of cool air. It's gushing in from the new metal box in my window, and I am so grateful.

Last summer I simply sweated; I lived somewhere different and it wasn't so stuffy. Cool breezes swept in each morning and a small fan carefully aimed made things bearable in the evenings. But my current bedroom is much smaller and entraps heat, apparently.

I returned from a wedding-themed vacation to find New York had started summer without me. It was cold and clammy when I left; thick and steamy when I got back. I stayed in my apartment just long enough to take a shower before I went out to buy a fan.

The fan sufficed for one night before I realized it wouldn't. Stirring hot air doesn't do much to cool a person off, unfortunately. And once my online research convinced me I wasn't going to singlehandedly cause nor prevent global warming, I vowed to seek out an energy-efficient A.C. and set my sights on coolant-induced relief.

My first resource was Craigslist. Eight emails garnered two offers, one promising but overpriced, the other seemingly ideal. I thought I was all set, but as the hours passed, so did my opportunity. (The Craigslist interaction could really be a blog post of its own; maybe I'll just copy, paste, and let the email chain speak for itself.) Which meant that last night, against my intention, I again slept spread eagle on top of the covers, directly in front of the fan, which did its best to help.

Tonight I went retail. I already knew I'd be paying more than $100; I'd checked out the market the day before, to inform my Craigslist negotiations. But the cheapest models still in stock were more like $140 or $170. I hemmed and hawed, enjoying the chill breeze in the appliance store while I mentally weighed the cost of comfort.

Budget initially got the best of me and I ended up choosing to pre-order a $100 model that should be available in a day or two. But while I waited for the salesman to type up my address, I thought about returning home to my hot and stifling bedroom. I thought about how another night would still pass before I felt the benefits of what I was purchasing. I thought about how much a night in a hotel with A.C. would cost, and about how many nights I would use my new machine, and realized what I was really paying for, and impulsively upgraded to the nicer, pricier, immediately available model.

I'm so glad. And even though I couldn't get it home by myself--no fewer than three New York strangers helped me out, god bless this city--I installed it with only minor assistance, and it's already proved worth every penny.

Sure, it was a drag dropping so much hard-earned money on something I could probably have gotten cheaper another time, but I have to live in the present. And presently it is air-conditioner weather, and I am deeply appreciative of my ability to buy what I want when I need it. I don't take my good fortune for granted; I know I am privileged, and I am grateful.